Thursday 27 June 2013

Move Over Tolle!

Just for fun. "Channeled" (with tongue firmly fixed in cheek) by the Divine Feminine.

Want to lose your Ego? Ascend? Grow your Spirit?



No need to read Ekhart Tolle, sign up for yoga, join an ashram, study Vedanta or follow a guru. 


Become a full time stay at home mother. 
    


The Self gets put in its place automatically.



You clean up a lot of crap "inside" and out.



Go to places you have never been (and don't really want to).



You spend all night up "awake".



You hook out of the 'external" forever (you don't know what a CV means anymore, in fact in this paradigm of 'experience" yours would pretty much be empty).



There is no danger of applause, accolade, being hypnotized by money, fat salaries or potential promotions.



Most of the time you have to just BE because you are too tired or otherwise occupied to engage in any dreams of DOING!

You have to find creative ways to find your freedom, usually this means realizing its a state of mind.



The only way to improve your Self Esteem is by acceptance; acceptance of who you are as you ARE (usually in a slight state of disrepair and/or despair), and acceptance that this is IT..it doesn't get better than this even if 'this' isn't what you expected or desired.
You find inner peace/make peace with what Is.



Most importantly you have to ditch the idea of good and bad, wrong and right; duality.
Being a full time mum will toss all idealism out of the window. 

It's likely that holding on to be-lie-fs you were brought up with won't work any more because for the sake of Unity and peace you'll have to learn to go with the flow and lose judgment forever.



See?  Now you are "there" full of "unconditional LOVE!"



To top it off you really get used to acknowledging and accepting that life just IS as it IS!

Are we there yet? 

Always and never. 

There you have it 101 of Spiritual Mastery.

Ego dissolved (lying dismantled in some random cobwebby corner along with the dog hair and un-paired socks).

"Ascended" in one fell swoop (well maybe a few decades) and.. The Spirit has grown.....up! (Yours and Thiers).


Move over Tolle.......

Wednesday 26 June 2013

Lily and the Blah-niks: Dark Moon Lilith in Cancer.


Dark Moon Lilith is the point in the heavens of the empty focus of the Moon's elliptical orbit around the earth.  She is the power of the unsaid, the potency of silence; of secrets too long kept. 
  


As Dark Moon Lilith, the symbol of the wild free energy that does not like to feel tamed or contained is triggered there can be a surge of energy, a remembering of of injustices and imbalances.  

As Lilith moves into Cancer many women in particular, may find that the way they respond emotionally ramps up. In addition the intuitive and psychic tendencies characteristic to this sensitive sign may also escalate. 

Basically you get more "crabby!"


The sudden urge to defend oneself against emotional or physical intrusion might (will) rise causing confrontation and discomfort for the Mother/Sister/Wife archetype within.

Grace and acceptance might just leave the building.. just for a very little while .

Now is the time to allow yourself the space to really feel without judgement.  To avoid screaming matches, the throwing of plates and other dangerous missiles at your mate or any passing random stranger,it's useful to soften that crab shell and refrain from walking sideways.   


Sit strong in your vulnerability. It is a time to acknowledge any hurt or pain that have been your life long secret companions. Opening up this Can(cer) of worms  will not weaken you. Quite the opposite.  Allow the tears to fall and surrender to the mosaic that you are or better still go buy a new pair of shoes preferably of the high heeled kind.  Walk tall in your magnificence. Step up to the joy (and pain) of being Womb-an.  She is all powerful, she is strong and she's beautiful.



Lily and the Blahniks
Do I love my man and my children more than I love myself? Is this a good thing? I can cook up scrumptious meals just for them but find it as easy as the CIA catching Osama, to prepare, let alone eat, a meal that I either need or want. My desires went underground a long time ago, and I mean a long time ago when men walked around colossal stones in white nighties with big long beards. 


The Eve in all of us is still ashamed of that apple malarkey if it ever did really exist, and being a woman of conscience she still punishes herself on a daily basis. Really get over it Eve! It was a long time ago and its time to let go. Get yourself some therapy girl. Any good shrink will tell you its unhealthy to fester in the sweat of your own guilt. Think gilt not guilt. Think gold- repeat after me “I am gold” 

Throw away the fig leaf and buy some Manolo Blahniks or if that makes your sustainable blood curdle, a hemp skirt will do. Eat a whole, free range if you like, chicken, tuck into a bowl figs and luscious Greek yoghurt drizzled with honey (you can keep the fig leaf for those nudge, nudge, wink saucy moments). I mean what is the deal Eve? Go find your buddy Lilith (Eves' twin sister) and be bad for a day. Head into town and rip it up. Your "bad" probably means not doing the washing or getting a take away for dinner, or more naughtily maybe you won’t vacuum this week. Oooh, oooh , an inch of dust rather than half of one- Agggh- we’re all scared out of our hole proof undies!!!


Lilith might tell you its OK to take a break. She’ll start training you to be free. She’ll probably introduce you to a voice coach who will show you how to get that choked up, annoying squeak that turns into something of a whine when you don’t get heard, into a melodic, alto that runs off your tongue like the sound of a crystal clear waterfall.

Lily, as we will call her affectionately, will book you into a 5 star establishment, order you a mans’ portion of steak and chunky chips (room service of course), draw the black out curtains and tuck you in for the sleep of a life time.

Six days later (she too rests on the 7th) she’ll wake you from your slumber, run a bath for you and leave you there until you are scrubbed clean of your original sins. After that she will hoist you out of your comfort zone. Your bra will be tossed in the bin and she’ll help you drape cloth around your body that would put Givenchy to shame. She’ll take you by the hand and march you to the nearest ATM. One look from her glaring eyes will send you into submission and you’ll withdraw cash, equivalent to a mere single contribution you have made to the mortgage, kids, food shopping and SUV that lies in your garage. Your faltering fingers will be steadied by her piercing gaze as she reminds you of the 2400 other pay cheques and unpaid labour you have put into the account over the past 20 years, "None of it really spent on you my dear!" she'll say sarcastically.


 Lily seems to be a bad influence, a friend you could do without doesn’t she? She’s the kind of girl your mum warned you about; the wanton witch who can lead you astray. Actually she is your best friend. Be brave. Get to know her. She's actually is the part of you that you have forgotten, have no memory of and Lily really loves you...and shoes.



Thursday 20 June 2013

The Mermaid Diaries : June Solstice and Magpies; (Really) letting go of...

The Mermaid Diaries : June Solstice and Magpies; (Really) letting go of...: The past three months or maybe more have brought a persistent Magpie into my life. She (or he) comes periodically every day and throws ...

June Solstice and Magpies; (Really) letting go of the old to create the new.

The past three months or maybe more have brought a persistent Magpie into my life.


She (or he) comes periodically every day and throws herself against various windows around the house. She started by attacking the window most prominent, in the kitchen, which is where I spend a lot of time.  First she would appear to perform this ritual in the early afternoon when I would be most likely be preparing dinner, but in recent days she has been committing virtual suicide many times a day in a variety of places.

The insistent flying into the window is behaviour  said to be caused by adolescent magpies seeing themselves in the reflection of a window attempting to fend off any competition. However having always been claircognizant ( being tuned into signs and symbols that occur in nature and elsewhere), I knew that this bird was bringing more than her natural behaviour into my perception and experience.

Over the months if I am not in the kitchen this bird will fly into the window of the room that I am in at any given time. The frequency and ferocity has increased as though she is really trying to get my attention for an urgent purpose to the point where on some mornings she pecks at the bedroom window even when the curtains are closed and the reflection from the window not so apparent.

Today I finally sat down and spent a good 20 minutes 'asking" her and my unseens her purpose.  This is what came up.
                                             

In Shamanic terms birds represent freedom and Spirit so I sensed that perhaps I was not fully letting my Spirit 'in'. Magpies are also the communicators of the Spirit realm so I was possibly not communicating my own truth with enough courage or conviction.

As the June Solstice arrives on the 21st, astrologically and cosmically it is a time to really let go of any thing that is not aligned with your Source Self.  It is a time where we are being asked to bring to resolution and make conscious any old habits of mind, body and spirit that do not vibrate with the life path and experience you and therefore the collective want to experience.

As we shift from the energies of Gemini (the communicator, conduit, master of the abstract and facilitator of new stories) into the new nurturing container of Cancer where all new life is mothered and given shelter we have the profound opportunity to bring new ways of Be-ingness to ourselves and our Global experience.

Cancer is the womb; the creator.  What ever you put in that womb will be nurtured.  Put more of what we already have in the world in there and the more it will multiply.  Use the Gemini traits of embarking on a new journey, daring to be maverick and having the courage to communicate these changes with a little bit of  "spirit" or cheekiness and Cancer will grow for you a whole new experience.

It's really a time to jettison any ideas or deeply conditioned processes that will hinder y(OUR) expansion.  If you have self derogatory thoughts about your body, your gender, your worth, your work, your interface with any aspect of your existence now is the time to release it for good.

All apparent or hidden energies of duality must be released. All elements of opposition integrated.

Magpies are considered the light in the darkness.  My interpretation of this sign that has been forcefully pushing its pesky way into my life in recent weeks is, that NOW is the time to cut all cords that tie us to anything that does not build peace, abundance and well being.  Now is the time to really fully release all that is not resonant with Source Self.

As we leave the previously pervasive ideology of  duality behind it is interesting that the Magpie with it's colouring, symbolises their  ability to live in the black and the white; it's like they know how to live within the dark and the light simultaneously understanding the benefits of contrast yet disallowing the darkness to be their primary guide.

They tend to collect and hoard 'shiny" things, again a symbol of how we need to continually work consciously to gather within us thoughts and a perspective that focuses on the beauty and magnificence of this physical experience.

The Magpie totem also encourages us to use whatever understanding we already have; the treasures that we are.

Instead of aiming for perfection before we begin the process of letting go of old, unhealthy (after the Solstice, frankly unworkable) notions it's more productive to just start moving gently towards new and desired patterns.

For example if it's your physical well being that is a the top of your list instead of embarking on a boot camp, commissioning the juicer and pushing, punishing yourself into good health it's ok to take the low road of say just adding a green salad to your plate of pizza or taking a 10 minute walk for a few weeks until you build up that sense of enjoyment and empowerment that small changes bring.

The quick or ardent fix is out because with every thought or action that is focused on this dramatic approach to change, there is an accompanying sub-text that is basically saying 'I'm not good enough or what I am doing is not good enough so I have to work really hard at revising that."

Wholeness does not come from highlighting the 'holes."

We cannot change ourselves, our world or our experiences of life by viewing what we are or where we are from a place of underscoring deficit.   A poor man cannot make himself rich by focusing on what he is lacking, a country cannot change its situation by discussing its problems, nor a child become confident by a teacher telling him where he is failing.

The move from Gemini into Cancer that the June Solstice marks, means that we have a window of opportunity to use the Gemini traits of adaptability and communication to facilitate these small but powerful changes in our lives.   Magpies are known for their opportunistic natures often teasing more predatory birds such as eagles to show their prowess.  They have a daredevil nature often swooping in on the unsuspecting.  I don't know how many times my 'tower" has been 'buzzed' by a cheeky Magpie as I hang the washing!

If we are to BE-come more of OUR- Selves, if we are to co- create a collective experience that eradicates the difficulties, horrors and injustices of our history and current time, if we are to bring more health, abundance and well being into all of our experience we are now at a time personally, collectively and well aligned cosmically to take some risks, to behave like the daredevil magical magpie.

Now is the moment where we can bring true resolution to tired, untenable issues that have held us back as individuals and as a species.  It's a clear sign from the uprisings in Turkey and Brazil during the build up towards the June Solstice that we can and must take these opportunities to bring change; dare to be different and take risks.


Here we have a portal to unhook from the pervasive paradigm to put ourselves on the line so we can all grow.  The timing is perfect to leave our history behind and carve out new, more sustainable, more equable and frankly just happier, easier times.

Magpies draw on their resourceful almost eclectic way of living to survive.  Our success depends on using this wide and varied way of being; it is now counting on us to have the courage to  literally "wing" it. The rules that we have lived by thus far are all obsolete.

Magpies are not creatures who stay in the safety of a nest or gather around them secure structures to survive such as Bowerbirds do.  Instead they dare to go get what they need and are much more 'in your face' birds, metaphorically calling us to do the same.

This next few days is the pivot point that we can avail of to be compassionate with ourselves and others around hidden or apparent fears and inadequacies.  We need not confront them head on as has been the previously ascribed methodology. This shift can be made easily and quickly instead by being gentle and respectful in sync with the frequency of  love and peace we all deeply crave.

It's time to reconcile the dualities of our conditioned nature; to resolve any lingering emotional and spiritual oppositions.   Its useful to pay attention to your dreams and hunches and then have the courage to 'go' with the messages they provide. Your steps will not falter if you focus on things that you as an individual value.  As you listen to your heart your heart will naturally open to the dissonant cries of others and your compassion and ability to act upon it will grow.

Selfishness automatically leads to Selflessness.  Can you feel the relief in this statement?  Sit with it an allow it to grow, allow yourself to blossom back into the seed of Source that you know you are. If you feel the relief you know that you are ready to be a harbinger of change.  If you still feel uncomfortable with the idea of Selfishness leading to Selflessness you have been given the gift of knowing that you still have some work to do with aligning with your god-self.

My Magpie's insistent and often grating cries have been screaming at me (and now at you!)  She has been calling me to make that final step and really "wake" up, live consciously in absolute awareness.  She has me walking fully the uncharted territory of truly leaving all dregs of victimhood behind to deliberately create with the support of Uni-versal forces, the life and experience that I know We are meant to have.

The Magpie cries:

"Let go of the old and bring on the new!  Dare you!" 


PS:
As I began to write this the incessant flying into windows stopped and at some point my magical Magpie came to rest on the window sill of my study.  She stayed there for about half an hour flitting from the sill to the Passion Fruit Vine on the opposite boundary wall every so often.  She pecked at the window once or twice as if wanting to get my attention, fixed me with her beady eyed glare and then flew away.  I wonder if she will return.  






Friday 7 June 2013

Change your mind and you change everything.

The influence of the much anticipated (read thank goodness at last!) watery Grand Trine is now with us. It's not firmly in place until July but the energies are shifting and adjusting their flowing skirts so that they can look pretty for the ball ahead.

A Grand Trine indicates a somewhat easier planetary pattern in comparison to the more intense and challenging times of the May gone by.  Since this Grand Trine is the water signs of Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces we can choose to either passively go with the flow or learn to really paddle our own canoe with the help of the mighty force of the powerful currents that lie below.. or is it above?

Without sufficient consciousness Grand Trines can also be times where we can get complacent, stick to well worn pathways of old habits and fail to move a mere inch in our own personal growth. Learning to navigate a trine is like learning to catch a wave that brings you into shore with minimum effort.  Surfing the swell like this does require skill.  It incites balance, moving from intellect to instinct, bringing in the energies of Masculine and Feminine whilst keeping one's centre of gravity, the focus, firmly in place.

We have moved into a phase where all the unfolding that happened in the past few weeks can now be gainfully employed.  It does require us to really embrace fully the insight of prior weeks gained.  It is a time where practical application of new knowledge can bring great things.  What it means mostly is the move from limited thinking that you're  a novice and need your Cliff's Notes or even a 'tutor", to daring to let go of the side to plunge into uncharted waters.

What was thought to be common sense prior to the triple eclipse has been turned on its head.  So many templates for living are being dissolved and dismantled.  If you take a moment to sit quietly with yourself you can feel it in your bones that the 'old" ways of being just don't work anymore.  It's likely your body literally won't go to places it used to.

The recent protests in Turkey were an example of this new energy that is now in motion.  There was that real sense that those who joined in the endeavour to save the last green space in that part of the city just couldn't be complacent or turn the other cheek anymore; the environment could not this time, be compromised in favour of economics.  The justifications however noble, sensible or tried and tested as they may seem, are no longer valid.

Wherever this sense of compression is felt, whether it's financial, creative, environmental, career based, focused on well being or  personal relationships there is likely a sense rising that is pushing us towards wanting or having to do 'it" differently.

The Grand Trine literally invites us to learn to swim without the water wings of the past.   Luckily this won't bring too many near drownings as a Trine is essentially a time of smooth flow.

The struggle comes when we don't permit ourselves to at the very least, ALLOW this feeling to have just a few breaths of air before we shut it down deeming it impractical, impossible or even down right silly.


Yes, it's all a little scary. At best most of us don't feel like we have all the information yet and it can feel unsafe and rather remiss, like investing in new Stocks based on hearsay.  It can feel like we are tossing the baby out with the bath water or leaping out of a plane without a chute.

Our deeply embedded beliefs around safety are being challenged at every level and our "common" sense keeps kicking in.  Yes, it's called common sense because all it is is a common collective bundle of thoughts that have been given the largely undeserving honour of being called reality simply because they are thoughts that have been thought for a very long time.

In truth reality really is in our own hands, our own thoughts and our own minds.  It's a fictitious situation that can turn on a dime, even more so now that the previous grids have been loosened by a growing collective that is choosing (being forced you mean!) to do life differently.

So how do we begin to plot a course, find a foot hold and sift chaff from wheat on this next step of the journey?

We are now fully responsible for everything in our experience.  Refrain from blame games and let go of the  last vestiges of a vibration of victimhood.  Nothing happens without our permission.  Walk away from dualistic thinking.  Release all stories that do not hold you as sovereign. Start seeing the difficulties and frustrations in your personal experiences as gifts of contrast that have illuminated your pathway back to your home, to your Self.

The dark is as loving as the light .There are no good photos without some element of contrast. It does not contract our experience of this physical existence, it is a catalyst that propels us towards further expansion and expansion is what we are here to do- ask any physicist.

We are not here to cull and curb desire. From two mere cells we begin life via expansion. It is in our blueprint that we MUST expand.  Desire is the catalyst to that expansion.  We have merely bought into, hook line and sinker, a legacy mesmerised by a mindset that tried to, largely from fear and ego, keep us from growing into our Cell-ves.

The watery Grand Trine that sits on our horizon will draw us into our emotions. It can be a very sensitive time, a time where we are are literally asked to lose our minds and fully occupy Heart.  It can be a time where we will feel our way through the coming weeks rather than think.  Each moment will be asked to be lived by  constantly re-calibrating according to the feeling at hand without judgement. We are being encouraged to really let go of outcomes and  become aligned with process alone.  Linear thinking is old hat, there are no beginnings and no true endings.

Our actions are being encouraged to be movement that grows from faith, from intuition, from a place of knowing and trusting.  The fastest way to get to the place you want to get to is by expressing our feelings and then letting them go. No more analysing or needing to get to the root of everything.    This way we connect to something much greater and magnificent than the usual trials and tribulations of our former personalities.  The sense of self empowerment that is born from this is far greater than anything we have ever dared to experience before.

Acknowledge the sharks and swim on.


Use this Trine time to align with the idea first before you take action.    Know that desires manifest when we hold focus on the joy inherent in the idea rather than on just on the outcome.  Learn to be like water; to morph and flow around obstacles in your way but also 'know" you can and will carve out channels and move mountains  if need be.

Water's power lies in its mutability, in its a-quiesence, in its changeability and fluidity. It's a time when if we consciously release and lose our conditioned fears, dare to jettison common or 'sensible" thinking we will open doors to ease, fulfilment and change.

 Change your mind and you change everything.